Yet the paradox is that scientific methodology is the product of human hands and thus cannot reach some permanent truth. We build scientific theories to organize and manipulate the world, to reduce phenomena into manageable units. Science is based on reproducibility and manufactured objectivity. As strong as that makes its ability to generate claims about matter and energy, it also makes scientific knowledge inapplicable to the existential, visceral nature of human life, which is unique and subjective and unpredictable.

A couple weeks ago I met my spirit animal with a group of beautiful humans in this magical tipi known as the House Of Two Spirits. We were guided by the voice & company of @futureself.now on this journey to meet our spirit animals. My spirit animal... a big fat Grizzly Bear.

I knew another surgery was inevitable as I’ve come to know my body quite well after all these years of procedures & pain. I felt sad, scared, angry & a frustration that made me tighten my fists & kick my legs in my hospital bed accompanied by a barbaric groan. It was in that time that I found a guided meditation that spoke of our body’s ability to heal & repair itself. Mantras and meanings that resonated so deeply they gave me goosebumps. I listened to it on repeat the night before my 2nd operation of the week & everyday afterwards for months. The mans voice who was helping me find some silence and stillness within was @davidjimeditation & never did I think I’d have the opportunity to talk with him in the flesh to share my story but I was given the opportunity to actually study under him through @unplugmeditation and the support of the amazing@suzeyalofschwartz✨MIND BLOWN✨